Crap

I went for my yearly physical today and during the course of explaining what had been happening health wise, my doctor said two words I kind of dread..."peri-menopause". Shit. Really? So soon? It's possible to start this up to around 10 years before hard core menopause hits, but still hearing this at 39 is just not cool. It just means my hormones are starting to flux a bit and that gaining weight (check!) will be a lot easier (%#^+*%!!). Oh yeah, hot flashes might become more frequent. Awesome, eh?