I'm nervous. I'm nervous that leaving my current job and heading to a more structured corporate environment won't allow me to be the mom I have been to my children for the past 4 years. My current job, today is actually my last day, is extremely flexible. I often work in the evenings which allows me to get out early, take a kid to the doctors or just plain spend time with my children. I could not have asked for more from this company, or the bosses I've worked for. It has been my pleasure and I will really, really miss it. I definitely have the 'fear of the unknown' going on as it relates to my new gig. I know I can do a great job there, that part doesn't make me nervous. I'm just nervous that I won't be able to be the mom I've become accustomed to being or that I WANT to be. I know millions of other women do it....I guess I'm just sad because my kids have never known any other way. And I really don't want them to suffer a lack of love or attention. I guess it all remains to be seen how this plays out...but today? Today I am a little sad, a little nervous and a lot fearful.
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